Wednesday, February 24, 2010

Enlightened....

There are many times in life where we get bogged down, where we find ourselves literally trying to breath.  For me, a couple weeks ago, I had a HUGE anxiety attack that laid me FLAT out on the floor... I think that being pregnant, and feeling so much anxiety, has made me realize I need to do some reavaluating on what is really important...and what I KNOW matters most.... I find me judging myself based on...what people think of me, of choice I've made, things I have done! I find myself overwhelmed with the realization of a being who wants me to believe these things, who wants me to self distruct...so he might have Master over me.
The sad part is I KNOW what I should care about....who I am...what I believe....and what I know to be true and not true. Today as I was looking through a favorite Blog...I found this testimony and I had to share it.  It made me see that others struggle...other fight to breath and fight to STAND!
I have Faith in a Father of miracles, of mercy, and love.  He is kind and HE is JUST!  He is the only one that we have to answer to....good or bad. He knows each of us...even if we don't know Him. And regaurdless of how far we find ourselves from Him...He is ever near...waiting!
I hope you enjoy her feelings on being Restored!

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